Happy Birthday My Bestie :)

Hello Lydia! Happy Birthday yaa :D you are forever older than me jkjk :p Okay, i have known you for two years plus and i feel like i have know you forever. We have went through so many things. I'm not the best friends that you've met, we quarreled, and you should have given up on our friendship. But you didn't. Thank you for always being there for me when i needed someone:) I know i could count on you but i knew there were moments when i let you down. I'm really sorry): You have been an amazing friend and u know me really really well. Although we grew apart for a little bit, you are still my bestie and i tell you almost everything because you are the one that i can really trust. And always remember, i will 24/7 be there for u if you need me:) So I’m telling the world. I love you. I’ve always needed you. I hope to one day be worthy of the friendship you’ve offered me. Anyway, all the best for you exams and happy 17! Loveeeeeee<3


Let's rewind some memories......
- We used to heart to heart talk at the night before school reopen.
- 2010 Nov holiday u used to come to my house everyday.
- Always go somewhere slack after school.
- Have some stupid crush on the thai buddies, then we went to Lavender just to visit them but failed xD
- Cried together, comfort each other, cheer each other up.
- Cook at my house.
- Webcam and screenshot each other's unglam pict
- Spam each other facebook
- Went to USS, Singapore Discovery Centre, Vivo to countdown. Was really scared when only two of us at my house area waiting for bus or taxi to Ako's house.
and a lot a lot..... People might change, but memories will always be there :)
SPONGEBOB GOT PATRICK , TIGGER GOT POOH , LILO GOT STITCH , DORAEMON GOT NOBITA & I GOT A COOL BESTFRIEND LIKE YOU ;D

ANYWAY, THERE'RE MORE SURPRISES FOR U :PP be patient ;)

你心疼我的眼泪吗?

It has been one month plus since we broke off. Hey there, how's life? How did love slip away so easily? You promised me you'll always be there for me. But.... nvm.

Memories can never be deleted, it's always there. And it will be recalled when i see you, or the things we did together and more. Do you know how much i miss you? I doubt you do. Valentine is coming, and i am single again. I wanted to confess to you but i think it's better not. If we are meant to be, eventually we will be together.

I always keep myself busy with things to do, but whenever i pause, i still think of you. You are like another him, so how much time do i need to get over you?

You were always there for me when i was sad. I miss having you to run to when im feeling terrible. I miss talking to you and spending time with you. I miss being cared about, i miss meaning something to you. And it would be nice to matter to you, again. I want you back, but it's impossible. So if i cry because of you, will you even care? I doubt you do. And i should stop wasting my tears. Study comes first, fuck r/s.

If i have a time machine, i will go back to year 2011 and restart everything, EVERYTHING.