It has been one month plus since we broke off. Hey there, how's life? How did love slip away so easily? You promised me you'll always be there for me. But.... nvm.
Memories can never be deleted, it's always there. And it will be recalled when i see you, or the things we did together and more. Do you know how much i miss you? I doubt you do. Valentine is coming, and i am single again. I wanted to confess to you but i think it's better not. If we are meant to be, eventually we will be together.
I always keep myself busy with things to do, but whenever i pause, i still think of you. You are like another him, so how much time do i need to get over you?
You were always there for me when i was sad. I miss having you to run to when im feeling terrible. I miss talking to you and spending time with you. I miss being cared about, i miss meaning something to you. And it would be nice to matter to you, again. I want you back, but it's impossible. So if i cry because of you, will you even care? I doubt you do. And i should stop wasting my tears. Study comes first, fuck r/s.
If i have a time machine, i will go back to year 2011 and restart everything, EVERYTHING.
