Chongmal..

You know what i want? I want to open up someone, and i mean open up. I want to cry, laugh, scream and just spill out of my system, out of my mind. All those thoughts that have been suffocating me and eating away at me - i want them gone. Then, when i have finished talking, i would sit up and everything would be how they used to be. I would be my old self and everything would be perfect again. It would be like all the chaos never happened.

Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human, you are beautiful, you are so beautiful. and you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart. The kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to then let go when it's time. Dont hang onto painful memories just because you're afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that arent worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted, stop taking life for granted. Live for sth, live for yourself. Fall in love, fall out love. Fall in love, fall out love. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. Question things, tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create, Imagine, Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people, make someone's day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it's full potential. Just love, dammit. Ley go of all of the terrible things in your life and fucking life. And one day, when you're old, LOOK BACK WITH NO REGRETS.

Give up, i fucking give up. No matter how many times i tell myself to give up on you. I cant do it, is like so fucking difficult. I miss you... I really wanted to treat you like how you treated me. I am so fucking fed up. I miss you, i think about you so much that wasted my brain's memory ONLY. It hurts like hell trying to let you go, idk if i can...... I just want to get the fuck over it. I hate you and i gotta pretend everything's okay NOW. emo because of you? it fucking not worth AT ALL! Bastard, I did all the things to love you, And you ended up breaking my heart into millions of pieces