你心疼我的眼泪吗?

It has been one month plus since we broke off. Hey there, how's life? How did love slip away so easily? You promised me you'll always be there for me. But.... nvm.

Memories can never be deleted, it's always there. And it will be recalled when i see you, or the things we did together and more. Do you know how much i miss you? I doubt you do. Valentine is coming, and i am single again. I wanted to confess to you but i think it's better not. If we are meant to be, eventually we will be together.

I always keep myself busy with things to do, but whenever i pause, i still think of you. You are like another him, so how much time do i need to get over you?

You were always there for me when i was sad. I miss having you to run to when im feeling terrible. I miss talking to you and spending time with you. I miss being cared about, i miss meaning something to you. And it would be nice to matter to you, again. I want you back, but it's impossible. So if i cry because of you, will you even care? I doubt you do. And i should stop wasting my tears. Study comes first, fuck r/s.

If i have a time machine, i will go back to year 2011 and restart everything, EVERYTHING.

2012 wishes.

11/1/2012

Okay, the reason why am i putting the title as 11/1/2012 was because this day should be some special day. But, it wasn't. Sigh. Yesterday should be our third month eh? Met u in school on Monday, your 'Hi' makes me melt. And that was the first time i cry in school in year 2012.... Thanks for the memories, and thanks for making me become a stronger person. What we used to have, we don't have it anymore. So yah, goodbye.

School is getting stressful. Omg, i still can't believe that im sec3 this year. Everyday school, band, school and band again. Like seriously, im dying very soon. But, busy is good isn't it? Better than i waste time to emo. What i need now are SLEEP and STUDY HARD and BAND (: Not boy-girl's relationship. Fuck relationship, study comes first. Tzewei, jiayou jiayou!

New year, new start.

Happy New Year!(: So yah, what a "GOOD" beginning of my 2012. I lost my iTouch, lol. Okay so whatever it is, what's over is over. I don't care ~ [ no, im just saying )': ]. Anyways, had fun with my babes yesterday! It's been so long since i last saw them(: We went to Vivo countdown, somehow we get to see the fireworks! Haha:D Then.... we head to Ako's place! Omg, the funniest part was we prank calling people! It was so fun! Haha! I love all my babes<3<3 Hehe.

School's starting, and i'm still in holiday mood. Okay, i THINK im not going to do any homework except for chi and maths. Maybe? Haha see how ;)

And erhm HAPPY BIRTHDAY to someone!
Okay. Have fun guys. Bye(: