I thought i hate being single? Now i'm attached but i'm not happy. I thought i want to be a player? But why am i feeling guilty? I thought i just want a boyf who cares and loves me? But why am i not happy? I thought i just need a guy who will be there for me whenever i sad or happy, but i'm not happy....I thought these are everything i want but why am i not happy? Why am i crying?!?! Yea right, i am selfish and mean. I ruin my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
