Fish Spa :D

Today.. meet pw and huili at Dhoby Ghaut. Then go CQ to buy sticky tgt..Thanks PW !! :D Peiwei was so normal TODAY :) cause huili really........ erhm yahhh too hyper(?) X] She so chio OMG !! :P Then we go Serangoon,, have our lunch at Sushi Tei.. Hmm yaaaa.. huili you Dae.Bak !! ^^ After that,, then go Chinatown do fish spa !! First time :) Nice experience teeheeeeeeeeeeeee :D it's quite nice.. but quite disgusting also.. >< better dont look at the fish when u doing the spa :o LOL. Buhbyes to Peiwei and Huili then i go ASA find my mummy.. wait for her 2 hours plus .____. go shopshop while waiting for her... erhm yeah.. today i totally spend 47bucks plus plus :D blankrupt liaooo :xx

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow

Yesterday,, slept at 5 30am .___. then woke up at around 12pm.. go do housework.. then go bathe.. prepare.. Go to school with Wenting tgt to pass the consent from.. then went to Bugis watch movie with Kimiko.. LOL don't think too much hor bitch-es. :) Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow - nicenice - :D reached hom around 8 .__. Went to Chinatown fetch my mummy and Cassandra Jiejie with my aunt and my handsome chua.. After that,, we go to Newton Hawker Centre have our dinner.. so full awwww................................ see the picv below LOL.. i am so tiring now.. gonna sleep soon annyong ~ ^^

JB - fun (L)

Yesterday i so guai.. slept at 11pm..So early right X) kekeke,, Wope up around 11:15am.. wash up,, take shower.. Then GO JB!! :D I have my breakfast [ Bun and Choc Tart ] - from the bakery shop at my house there :D Super Nice kays ? - likelike - then we 出发 go to JB !! :D After that,, went to Akun have our lunch :) After lunch,, sent my mum to Sentosa do her PediMedi. Then my uncle and i went to Happy Plaza(?) shopping !! I've bought a jacket,, 2 v cute tee,, a pair of shoes [ the picv above ] and some accessories.. :P Uncle have sponsor me a lot of money !! ^^ lovedie him xD then go fetch my mum go do facial at Skin Paradise tgt ! AHA,, my face so red now.. Kimiko and Wenting,, better dont tio chua tmr .________. Around 7pm.. finish our facial treatment.. then we go Old Town Coffee have our dinner.. But my mum dont want to eat there. == Then finish eating jiu went to a restaurant eat sea food.. My god i am damn full :O So fat now TT hais. But happieeee ! ^^ After the ' boom ' dinner.. went to foot massage jiu go back to Sing liao :) Have a lot a lot of fun tdy !! :) tmr going to Bugis to watch movie with Kimiko :) yea right.. gtg now.. buhbyes :D

A Early B'day Present :)

Today,, i sleep for 2hours nia.. 6am - 8am.. Then go for BP :[[ I am so so so tired HAIS :| SYF set pieces came out alr [ Memories of Friendship ] The song quite nice leyy :D OMG,, i super pissed off one of the clarinet member !! She's sucka ttc .___. wtf that she so over-confident/proud !? Then she thought Dayn her bf ah ? The guy don't even want to bother about you.. You so concern for what siol ? BITCH ! Fuck off laaaaa.. you thought you who ah ? Everything throw to all of us ? You just my Junior in Clarinet !! So shuddup ;[ mai give me the kiampa face i tell you.. i just wanna slap you and beat you up.. BITCH ;[ Even Juliet & Remeo say you ER XIN also !! OMG bitch,, get off from my eyes thanks a lot !! ;V After BP,, raining D: TSK,, how i go home sia ?! Andand i going to sick,, cant walk under the rain.. so yeah.. went to meet him again LOL.. so many feeling go through my mind.. TSK ! :[[ feel so sad but whatever... idc ;S Reached home 3 plus.. on laptop.. wander at FB XBAO PPTV.. then go bathe.. 6pm.. meet Kor at bus-stop.. We go Suntec and Shaw tower tgt - 1) My Big Dinner [ thanks bro ^^ ] 2) Give him somethings :) [ if you lost you watch out harr ! ;P ] After that,, went to Etue House find Hanna.. OMG chinzza nomu yeppeoda ~~~~~ :D AHA,, then jiu buhbyes to him went to meet my MUM at shaw tower .___. then jiu go home liao yeah.. so tiring.. gonna sleep soon.. tmr going to JB YEAH!! ^^

Bla bla bla ~

Hari ini : My house - Block 60 - Ako's house - Parkway - Chinatown - Marina Parade - My house.... quite busy ! xD Go block 60 meet him,, chit-chat.. 心情很复杂 : dont want to talk about it SKIP!! Then go Ako's house have my brunch with her [ 7-eleven sandwich LOL ] then go Parkway buy sth for my kor.. after that.. go Chinatown find my mummy.. Uncle fetch we all at there.. Then go Marina Parade have dinner tgt [ Dian Xiao Er ] Oh yeah !! The Duck there supersuper NICE can ? :D Then jiu go home liaoooo ~ Tmr must go for BP liaoo TT sadsad,, i chinzza lazy to go ahhh ! ARGH no choice but i have to go.. cause i need to return clarinet.. take result and do sth : so MUST go :(( I scared Mr Poh scold me that i nvr go for BP :(( -scared- Oak cheers up !! Wtf Khwan don't cherish that she got such a good bf !! Cheat on him for what use siol ?! V fun is it.. ltr i go slap you beat you up kill you then you will know how fun that hurting people !! ccb,, ;[ GND la sucka TSK! Gonna have a band camping at NACLI.. 29 Dec - 1 Dec hope it will be fun ! :D I am going back to Malaysia at 1st of December.. Coming SG at 1st of Jan.. Babes,, don't too miss me horr,, ltr i get a v bad flu ;D so yeahhhh ! I'll try not to be a mushroom there :x Gtg,, go sleep(?) liaooooo annyeong ~ ^^

Nothing i can do.

Thanks Kimiko for your Choc and Hat,, i lovelove its :D teeheee,, saranghae !! ♥ :) Hais,, my mood was gone down a lot a lot,, what am i supposed to do now ? Since he said he unavailable,, unless someone can move his heart.. Fine.. Gonna give up on him.. Gonna let go him.. What use waiting for him ?! Why must girls become a fool at the end :((((( i am really a FAILURE btw.. i didn't sleep whole night for ytd.. till today 7am... vvvvvvvvvvvvv hard then fell asleep.. but is like my heart my mind not feeling so well(?) then keep wake up wake up.. HAIS. i was getting frustrated and so CONFUSED !! .__________. Lydia went back to her hometown liaooo,, gonna miss her a lot a lot :xx hope my mood can come back naa D: i hate that i am in this kind of status now.. Hope Lydia nothing too :) She gonna become vvvv happy :) Now i was rotted become mushroom liaoooo.. Dying in progress too.. GOSH !! - headache - ;[

Because of you

Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you




- MY LIFE SUCK BECAUSE OF YOU -

This song shows prove that everything cannot be happlyily ever after unless you chose it .

Nothing left now - delete.

First,, Lydia.. Mianhae.. actually the person is ' JR ' instead of my friend's bf.. sorry for lying you :( The answer really hurt.. Chinzza.. what use for i have been waiting for him 4 months plus.. wasted my time.. Well,, i'm not the one who can move his heart.. Being single really suck ! I want to delete all the freaking feeling in my heart and in my mind.. i want to remove him from my heart and my mind ! What a dumb am i ? HAHAHAHAHA it's so funny!! I deleted him from FB MSN Contact List.. i deleted all the conversation msg-es ! Hope that i can delete you in my life TOO ! What a ridiculous life i have ? Why should i care for him ? He's not my bf anymore..

i will let you regret..
i will live better without you..

I never say out my feeling btw..

I'M A FAILURE..

I'm bored TT

Yesterday.. Oopsss.. NoNoNo.. Today,, i watch drama till 6 30am.. downstair there so noisy.. Erhm.. then i sleep at 7 40 am -- So pro ah me.. at first wanted to go ECP jogging.. but my uncle said he's not feeling well so canceled -- fine... Go chinatown with PW and Lydia canceled also.. cause Lydia's mother don't let her go :( shit asshole.. well,, woke up at 4 30pm.. :D Online.. wander around FB Blogspot Xbao.. so bored .____________________. then go bathe,, go Chinatown fetch my mum.. SHE'S LATE !! Should be my uncle and i angry.. but she angry (?) at us.. ask her want to eat or not DON'T WANT.. diam diam there then show her 臭脸 to us -- wth ? Suaaaa.. then don't want talk to her la,, none of my business. I know she after work vvvv tired,, don't want to disturb herr. :P tmr got band practice.. hope i can wake up -.- if not i gonna kill by Kimiko O.o

OMG

i dying in process..

Buhbyes bitch-es.

What a complicated life ?

Do you feel sad when loving someone but that the person don't like you??? i do sometimes.. i would have this gush of emotions come out,, hitting me so bad that i cry TT i was confused and frustrated. Then i realized it was my love for him.. i love him so much that i want time to stop,, but then that is when the sadness comes into the mix. I feel helpless but letting time pass.. it is the imperfection of love causes me cry.. i do get emotional when i have certain conversations about love or think about him.. i wouldn't say it is a sad feeling, i think it is more of a melancholic/emotional response that you are getting.. It's like you are overwhelmed by all the love and emotion you can feel for someone.. I don't know why, maybe because i become desperate that i need to do something more to him.. that i need to do something more but i know i can't... sometimes it comes to the point that i wonder if dying for the one i love is enough but it seems like it will never be... I don't know.. when i feel that way though, i just want to hug him so tight that i can feel our hearts as one.. but.. he's far from me.. like the sky and the ground.. and that just makes me more sad.... and depressed... i said that i'll get over it.. it's just love.. the phenomena of love.. but why can't i really do it ??? :((((( Maybe i just be single cause love may not be for me....

- should i tell him i still love him ??

- should i say out how i feel ??

- i hate this cruel world !!

- i hate the LOVE game !!

- i hate this complicated life !!

- what should i wait ?!

- i don't wanna wait for him anymore !!

- i am so tired !!

- it's enough !!

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

my life suck cause of him ._____________.

why boys do like that ? :((((((((((((((((((

We are not the toys for you guys !! :[

wait

wait

wait

wait

wait

OMG damn it ! ._______.

FUCK OFF MAN !!

what i need just that you can stay beside me..

is it so difficult !? :(

come back please..

B

O

Y

S

SUCK !!

S

I

N

G

L

E

SUCK!!

BOOM !

Ytd i sleep at 2am plus [ so guai ] cause too tired alr.. LOL. Today,, went to DongHai eat.. ARGH so full,, going to BOOM liaoooo ~ :xx with Mrs Lee and Mr Lee... LOL.. Mrs Lee still give me $20.. tmr can go do fish spa with Pw and Lydia :D then maybe 7pm go find my mum tmr due to she work at ChinaTown also :P hopefully Lydia's foot recover soon,, let it be heal by tmr :P God Bless Her :) Today uncle come back from Vietnam liao. Then we go JuBao eat sharkfin with Mel Auntie and Francis Uncle. Actually i don't like to eat sharkfin. The reason why - 1) The shark(s) vvvvv ke lian :(( 2) Nice meh ?? -- 3) Must cherish the shark(s) naa :| HAIZ.. After that,, went to Punggol park ' slack ' the Mud Pie(s) there are so NICE !! heheheeee... The cake shop under my house is opening soon :D Yeahhh!! Next time i want to eat cake can go down buy liaooo,, so fang bian :P Awww,, i am so full now.. Andand need to on diet liaoo.. so fat ahrrr me :((((( Nothing much happened today.. Buhbyes :)

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To my babes.

- 2010 Memories SGlife :D
- We are CRAZY. BITCHY. SILLY. FUNNY. GOOFY. AMAZING. COOL. AWESOME.
- Tzewei. Lydia. Anna. Gigi. Akosua. Richelle. Peiwei.
- The first time we hang out together [ with Lydia,, GiGi,, Anna ]
- 5/7 went to AMK do project without Lydia
- 6/7 went to National Library challenge the toilet xD
- 8/7 Hang out with Ice,, GiGi,, Anna,, Lydia at Bugis after school
- Doing the same things [ Sleep,, listen to music ] with Anna during free period :D
- Class photo :)
- Aeroplane folding with Lydia,, Anna and GiGi during Science lesson
- Take picv during Chinese lesson
- Went to Katong for PW with Huixin
- Stay at MCD about 5hours for project,, dinner and slack LOL :D
- Hang out with Lydia,, Peiwei and Vivian :)
- [YOV] Take picv with a Handsome guy :D and Richelle :)
- [YOV] Richelle,, Tzewei,, Akosua,, GiGi,, Anna,, Lydia (:
- 1A4 with all the Thai Buddies :)
- The last day hang out with them :(
- Some messages from 1A4 to the buddies :)
- Our Class tee [ Gimme 1A4 Paper ]
- Teachers' Day [ Huixin,, MsHsia,, Caitlin,, Tzewei ]
- Glistening Abs (x
- Captain LOL :P
- Anna's and Jess's birthday celebration at Orchard :D
- In school [ Tzewei,, GiGi,, Jess ]
- Our D&T project
- TTC came to SG again.. :P
- What a pretty 三胞胎 xD [ ZhengPing,, Tzewei,, ZhengLu ]
- Hang out with Lydia's primary school friends [ Minhao,, Derrick,, Yinwai,, Peiwei,, Lydia,, Tzewei,, Vivian,, Chaiwat ]
- 22 10 2010 Gathering [ BBQ at ECP ]
- Went to Ako's house to do MsCheong's Card :)
- Waiting for perfomance [ Latest Moon festival and Hari Raya Celebration ]
- Take picv for MrPhua
- [ Geo rainforest trial ] Adrian and Daniel :D
- Msg-es from my babe friends :D
- [ Last Day of Sec1 Life ]
- Tiantian,, Huixin,, Lydia,, Anna,, GiGi,, Akosua,, Richelle,, Weilin,, ZLZP
- Acts as Gangster :D What a good actress we are xD
- 6/11 Hang out with Anna,, Lydia :)
- Our babies :D
- Lydia came my house :)
- Went to Ako's house with Lydia and Richelle
- A siao eh talking to herself (x
- Be a slacker with Lydia at Paya Lebar
- SEE!! How much we love each other =* ( Anna and Tzewei )
- BEST FRIEND :) Is a PROMISE :P Not a LABEL :D
- We are bad girl,, but also good girl :D
- I LOVE YOU !! :D



THANKS FOR WATCHING.. :)

Friendship Comments

`` Though Miles may lie between us we are never far apart, for friendship doesn't count miles it's measured by the heart `` :)

Boredom.

Omg..
now 4am - 6am become my daily sleep time..
my skin going worse and worse.. :((
But no choice..
i rly rly rly can't fell asleep even i lying in my bed at 1am --
i just turn here turn there..
then walk here walk there..
go find sth to do like that...
watch TV... eat snack.. SMS.. think emo stuff :xx
due to my laptop will auto log out at 1am TT HAIZ!!
Yesterday..
i chinnzza so stupid siol..
woke up at around 10...
wash up then go Pasar have my breakfast with my dearest mummy and aunt..
then my aunt so ' clever ' --
forgot to bring handphone..
ask me to help her go home take out..
then i jiu go lorrr...
but i so stupid siaa...
after i lock the door i then realise i left my key inside the house !!
How i go home siaa ? TSK!!
Then go Chinatown find my mum with a superduperultra cassual look :C
the key $3.20 siaaa --
go home online a while,, watch drama a while jiu go bobok liaooo ~
Go Parkway at 7pm...
1) Go to the library to return story book.
2) Go find a ring for my aunt due to some reason !! --
[ i hate her ttvvvm cause she steel my ring !! -- ] TT - cry - :o
after that take bus go to Dakota..
i so stupid when drop off [ Lydia know i knnow ] :P
then take MRT go chinatown find my mum..
[ i scared go home alone cause quite late alrrrr ] D:
then we go home together....
sleep at 5am plus...
wake up at around 9 30 am..
Aish chinzza tiring D: D: D:
open my laptop..
continue edit the video [ GiGi Channel ]
finally i finish editing...
SEE!! How clever and hardworking i am ? :D
Kimiko sorry urhhh..
late woke up again...
i thought you end at 10plus...
that's why my alarm ring at 9 30 LOL psps...
Next Monday bhaaa ~~~~
1 30 pm...
go BRD with Lydia for buy books..
after that...
we go MCD have lunch...
my fusion berry cheese cake -Yummy- !! :D
then jiu take taxi go home...
erhmmm.. Kaki Lydia sakit ??
Take care naaaa :D
Zhaboorrr going back indo on next Monday :((
HAIZ!! Have fun ^^
SO yeahh...
- maybe make a video again about 2010 memories?? - :D
- cause Lydia's blog the memories vvvv NICE yorrr - :D
erhmm..
gtg nowwwww....
annyeong ~~~~~~~~~~ :D

Lee Sun Hee - Fox Rain

Inside the narrow shadow
Is a voice that does not flow
I couldnt even prepare an umbrella
To avoid the pain like a falling rain

Like a fool,
Since its the first time yet
You may call me a fool
I just hide the tears that cease to flow
Welled up in my eyes

From the time I was able to know my lover's smile
How can it just dry up like yesterday's rain

It was agonising everytime the words were thrown
I just kept the tears that cease to flow
Welled up in my eyes

From the time I was able to know my lover's smile
How can it just dry up like yesterday's rain

I can't just forget it like this
My heart just becomes more numb
How can I just wait..I'm still falling apart
I'm still falling apart

The sky is clear,
Droplet by droplet,
I start to cry..

The suay-est day ever --

Ytd...

cant fell asleep...

cause keep thinking stuff...

a game ' LOVE ' ....

yeaa right...

the game 我玩不起...

chinzza,, SIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! :((((((

wrote a vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv long ' passage '

HAIZ....

until 5am plus...

i vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv hard then can fall asleep..

suddenly a msg sound woke me up...

i thought who siaaa... ==

-------->> Lydia Lee Xue Bing !! :X

nvr reply her.. continue ' sweet ' with my bed :D

- she slept at 7am ! :O -

* piakpiakpiakss - PRO!! :P

Aishhhhh !

Today rly the suay-est day ever siol. --

I thought my Uncle go oversea at 12pm...

who knows ?? He suddenly come back again...

Oishhhh!! --

Mianhaeeeee Lydia :(((((

chinzza mianhae.......

after that.....

went Kallang MCD with zhaborr...

suddenly....

heavy rain --

we cant walk back...

and there freaking cold man !! :((

OMG i pray vvvvvvvvvvv hard ' stop raining please... jeballll '

:O :D Ahaaaa!!

Chinzza stop raining siol...

then we walk to the bus-stop.......

Reached home...

Aunty haven't come back...

awww.. so bored....

Lydia walk home under the rain sia...

hope she being fine :(

don't sick jebal.....

take care naaaa :)

Lastly...

chinzza mianhae lydia...

saranghaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Annyeong ~ :)

Slackers :D

yeaaaa,,

today went to Paya Lebar to be a SLACKER with the siao ehh :D

we like les sia --

esp take pic with her at the SPECIAL PLACE xD

whatever...

we're just best friend...

don't think too much horr LOL :D

First target place...

had our lunch at Subway...

wow,, so full siol...

and so cold ._.

idiot Lydia keep don't want to leave there sia TSK !

then we keep share ghost story to each other HAHAHA nicenice (Y)

after that..

we go toilet...

but so suay -.-

went in a MALE TOILET...

shit asshole siaaa :(((((

luckily the uncle nvr shout AHAHAHA!! xD

Next time chinzza chinzza chinzza need to see properly first wtf ?! ._.

then dk what happened i kicked the thing almost bua do :(((

my leg so pain siaaa cb ! :(((

then go buy waffle eat...

went to a vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv NICE place...

for SLACK !! :D

yeaaaaaaaa... our slack timessssssssssss GO! :P

we're mad,, crazy,, siao,, baa,, gila...

but we know IT'S FUN ^^

hehehehe... a GOOD place for slack

----- >> PAYA LEBAR :)))))))))))))))))))))))

lastly.... a nice pic to show you guys

look down :)

yeaaaa...

i know i am lame... siao...

but i just the way i am :P

teeheeeeeeeeeeeeee ~~

tmr maybe going out with my babes ( Lydia,, Ako and Richelle )

but maybe not.../

HAIZ... heckcare.... :D

gtg,, annyeong :)

- Your O end alr -

- but you nvr say anything -

- so... should i continue to waiting for you?? -

- idk :((((( -

- chinzza molla :(((( -

- but whatever laaaa -

- should be give up on you -

- annyeong :((((( -

Time to Love

T-ara & Supernova - TTL (Time to Love)


Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Maybe I'll see you, so I wear the clothes you bought me
Cut my hair short the way you liked it
To walk the road I walked with you
I walk around the long way, thinking maybe you'll be there
I kept my old phone number
Maybe you'll try to find me again, my house still the same
In my mini-hompy, the songs we used to listen together
Maybe you'll see me, maybe you'll come back

We didn't forget each other yet
We still want each other
We are still loving
Going seperate ways
Actually, I want to see you
I miss you like crazy
I wait for you forever
In the end, I wait for you
I stop to wonder
I'm going around in circles

Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Yo, maybe I'll see you
Maybe your heart will shake at that road
Worrying that my heart will become weak
Worrying that you'll see my bone-skinny state
I avoided that road I walked with you
I walked the long way, thinking you'd be there
I changed my phone number already
I moved houses, thinking I'll think of you
But still unspeakable words leak from my mouth
Maybe I'll see you, maybe you'll come back

We didn't forget yet
We still want each other
We are still loving
Going seperate ways
Truthfully, I want to see you
I miss you like crazy
I wait for you forever
In the end, I wait for you
I stop to wonder
I'm going around in circles

Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

"Let's start again"
I want to say to you
I can't see you nor hear you
but I'm still holding on to you

Getting soaked by the pouring rain
I go to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
The warm place is still there in my heart
Can you endure any more?
Then I'll endure a little more
But it takes some effort, I loved you too much
I tried my best, but it's impossible

Maybe I'll see you by coincidence
Maybe you'll see me
I wipe my tears, looking at myself in the mirror
Maybe you'll come back


Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Happy 5th Birthday to Library --

Today,, after band practice..
go Bugis with Wenting..
not slack horrr,,
is just i need to go Popular buy sth :)
then we go Library REST :D
who knows ?
Suddenly got a girl come say what today is the Library 5th Birthday..
say what we borrow 6items can take the free gift,, play game and free to take pic !
yeaa ! I like to take pic...
then we go there slack ( chat ) about 1 and 1/2 hours...
then we go find 6 books... ! --
i borrow 3 horror chinese books...
wentinq borrow 3 english books :)
waaaaaaaaaa :D different world siolz ! HAHAHA
after take pic we jiu go home le ~~
reached home...
after my lunch....
watch a while drama i jiu go sleep until 8 30 pm...
chinzza vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv tired :((((((\
must rest vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv well...... :)
i love my friends ! :D

I love Lydia. Akosua. Richelle :D

11/11/2010... after meet Lydia.. then we go Ako's house tgt...Is 5STOPS!! Instead of 4stops :) My dear Ako babe TSK! :D .. Waiting for Ako's come bring us go to her house ( cause we don't know how to go )...i go on my laptop and continue watching mydrama - Gumiho :P OMG... chinzza nvr watch 1 second feel vvvvvvvvvvvv uncomfortable liao HAHAHA!! Reached there,, Muffin so PRETTY huh --! kekeke,, yi start laptop jiu continue watch my drama.. the 3babes were in their own world and i in my own world also.. Webcammed with the Tree and Son-In-Law..LOL.. we're crazy...the 4 girls are crazy SIAO gila BAA tingtong xD when webcam with T.. yeaaa my Son-In-Law,, Richelle and i were siao,, we act crying for he stole our zhaborr from us :(((((( So sad you know AISH ! :(((( whatever.. Last lonq naaaaa :) Best wishes for you all :D teeheeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ About 7,, Richelle go off before us,, then Lydia and i walk tgt to the bus-stop :D reached home,, sent a msg to mummy say that idw to go Chinatown meet her ! :x Luckily she say OK! 55555+ I LOVE RICHELLE LYDIA AKOSUA and MY MUM toooo :D

Horror ?

Today,, the baa buffalo come my house slack....

at first.. she online...

chit-chat all that...

then got webcam with my ex-huby Anna :D

then i eat snack watch tv lurhhhh ~~

around 4pm......

we go search some horror movie to watch naa...

the first one is Piranha !! ^^

but chinzza 18 +... --!

OUT :)

then choose ' One Missed Call '

but the buffalo scared siolz...

then changed to 鬼娃回魂 :)

a angmoh movie lai ehhh ~

but i don't like to watch..

finally , we watch the Ju on 2 :)

OMG kindaaaa scary siolz :)

the SIAO BUFFALO so scared xD

keep hide here hide there... HAHAHA!!

don't know scared for what LOL....

around 5 20...

take pic here take pic there...

then she jiu go home leeee :D

yeahhhh,, have fun with her today..

chinzza lonq time no seeeeeeeeee liaoooo ~

later need to go ChinaTown find my mummy :(

sianz siolz... :x

tmr maybe going Ako's house... :P

Yahhhhh ^^...

gtg,, annyong :)

Fuck off :)

Nahh,, if you don't like my attitude just fuck off ;) As what i say HATE ME ? I hate you as well :) I admit that i've changed a lot since i came to Singapore. Oh yahhh,, i started become scold lots of vulgar that more than i in Malaysia. I started bacome GL. I started become bhb. Treat people impolite. Sometimes dont even know what's the limit. I may jokes with you but you maybe don't like it. I am a bitch. You feel irritating to me. Ok fine, you can go away from me. If you can't even know whether that i am scolding you or jokes with you. If i alr told you that i was jokes around with you but if you can't accept it. Fuck off then :) I won't care about you since you don't like me. Now, is you wanted to talk to me. Not me :) So, you can't accept the way i am. Then don't talk to me :) You want the old tzewei back? No it's impossible. Cause that tzewei alr dead, she dead! :) Now, I am a hyper and madness bitch. Even a slut :) You don't like me. Go away :) I just follow the way i am. I care my friends, love them. But may be not the way they can accept :)


As what my GodBrother say :

- Please don't say sorry anymore. Sorry is not meant to say it countless of time when you keep on doing the wrong thing. I am tired of hearing this. Please..... Jebal... If you are sorry, don't do it then ! Tell me. If you don't feel like talking to me! I can just keep my mouth shut and don't talk to you. I don't want to be sensitive, but it is shown clearly on how you speak to me and others. I don't need you to change, i just want you to tell me if you don't feel like talking to me or what. I will do that you say. I don't want to agitate you more. I don't want to pester you anymore. -

What a hyper day :D

Aww..
i lovelove my family :)
teeheeee ~~
yesterday... after band practice jiu go home...
so guai kia ;D
then slack about 1 hour...
wandering on FB MSN blogger all that...
around 4....
go Bras Basah(?) with mummy :)
go the book store there buy some second hand book and go Popular buy some exercise book for me LOLOL :x
then we walk to Shaw Tower there eat ice-cream and wait for my uncle for Dinner :D
around 6.. he come fetch us to the NUSS club for Wine and Dine :)
yahhhhh :D This is my 4th(?) times go there for dinner? HAHAHA!! xD
at there about 2 hours ==
after that.. go to the K room sing :D
yeahhh!! My favourite :P
sing about 3 hours siolz :D
then my mummy order don't know what Martina...
OMG the alcohol sibehhhhh HIGH siaaa...
i don't even dare to drink finish...
ltr i tio rape then how !? HAHAHA!! :D
have fun with my dear mummy and uncle :D
Uncle planned to bring all of us go Bangkok for holiday siaaa..
then my mummy say the air ticket so expensive...
maybe cancel :( HAIZ......
suaaa ~
can't waiting for 28 Nov 2010 !!
Our band going Genting ! :D
Then 2 Dec 2010 i straight away can go back to my hometown and KL shopping ^^
Oh yeahhhh!! SO HAPPY :D
teeheeeeeeeeee ~~
gtg,,, annyeong ka :P

A Thai Song :)

FFK - อยากลืมว่าเป็นเพื่อนเธอ [ want to forget that u was my friend before ]

Let's not meet first, our path seems so far..
you do not have to come..
we do not have to hold hands, if u afraid others will stare.
In that case, thats all right .
Today, u still have me.
I don't know what status am i in.
i don't understand the word "friend"
ans why it looks like there's a line blocking our way.
no matter how many times i let u go..
if its you, u nvr give it to me.
whenever i think u're going to care for me..
i know that it's just at that time.
since i dun have the rights to be jealous, then i won't.
there will not be a day i will not be jealous..
if im missing u, u nvr feel it..
then i will not miss u.
if its possibly that we're just friends .
why didnt u tell me???
if u want to say, if u want to say a certain word..
to hide the feeling that will not be seen..
it doesnt mean that im not hurt, understand?
when u give me hope, it doesnt turn out good..
i wish that i nvr knew u..
so i wont be hurt like this ..
everytime, i dont understand why when i bump into u..
i'll shed tears easily..
i have to forget it, why do i still remember ??
how long will i be hurt?
u do not knw that u are wrong..
or im too sensitive ???
if i want to say, i want to say a certain word..
i want to forget that im ur friend

- Lyrics copy from Lydia's Blog -
- Song introduce by Akosua -

The song was NICE !! :D Andand it's like my past between him and i :)
that's right... i want to let go you............

Pornsak :D

Today......

is superdupersuper bored in home..

nothinq to do..

FB dead,, MSN dead also ==

and ME !!

are dying soon cause of boredom ):

around 7,, go Chinatown there fetch my mom.....

then we go Porn's have our dinner..

Pornsak's shop :D

Oh yeaaa,, i saw him !! :D

He's so handsomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

OMG !! I lovelove his smile :)

go take pic with him :) yeaaaa.....

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY !! :D

Then his partner hor...

not an actor.. but so handsome...

got Korean de wei daooooo ;) ;)

yahhhh. quite tall and MAN ! :D

* andand...

his restaurant call PORN'S xD

I think wrong way siaaaa

then what SEXY . THAI . FOOD (X

OMG chinzzaaaaaaaaaaa..............

erhm you know i know HAHAHAHA!! xD

HEHEHE,, i will go there eat again next time :)

-28 Liang Seah Street S189049...

must go support him horrr ;D

a crazy and hyper girl >> tzewei :)

Lovely Day :D

Yesterday..
on the phone with Ako about 3 hours siaaa..
we're crazy ! (X
5am then sleep....
damn tired cannnnn ?! ):
wake up at 12 plus...
go online ( haven't wash up all that ) ...
about 1pm..
go wash up take shower all that...
then prepare..... need 1 hour...... ==
我很爱美 ! xD LOLOL
6 NOVEMBER 2010 !!
hang out with two chio bu :D
Anna and Lydia `LT... :)
Went Bugis.. for lunch LOL .
then go take neo-print.
after that, go Bugis street window shopping a while...
not more than half an hour HAHAHA!
then we went to ECP :D
before go ECP, we go 7-11 buy some snack !
Then !! We attracted by the little toys siolz. :D
IT'S SO CUTE !!! :D
Lydia : We haven't degedek degedek jiu got so many children alr TSK ! X)
teeheeee ~ then go there slack about 2 hoursssss :DD
after that we go 7-11 buy sth RUBBISH cause of the little toys naa LOLOL...
see how crazy we are ! xD
tmr Anna going back to Thailand alr...
aww,, take care and enjoy yaaa ! :D
gonna miss you a lot ! :)
cant waiting for my Genting Trip siaaaa...
with my babe senior Wentinq... :D
Ohh i love herrrr :)
I love my babe friends also ! :D

I don't understand a God that would allow us to meet when there is no way for us to be together.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

What a day ?

Oh yeahhh !!
Ytd join call with Akosua , Meryl and Ericson
LOLOLOL.... they're crazy...... :D
My crazy babe friends (:
But Ako go off vvvvvvvvv early siaaa ):
then Ericson since we nothinq to talk with each other HAHA...
then left Meryl and me..
we have been talk about 1 hour...
wow so lonq seih ._.
teeheeee ~ She's crazy and funny....
starting love her as a SISTER :D

Today,, the stupid buffalo come my house..
vvvvv fun.. webcamin chatchat...
but but but...
around 4 50.....
i got a feel someone is comin back !
Then the sound of opening door !!
OH SHIT -.-
Ask Lydia palli hide here hide there
she hide behind the door xD
Then......
make my uncle stay in his room...
so yeaaa... secretly bring her go out LOLOL...
sorry urh Lydiaaaaaaa ._.
nothinq much happen then......
tmr going out Bugis with Lydia, Anna and Jess(?)... (:

Erhmmm yeaaa...
- Kimiko
tmr going to Japan alrr....
take careeee yaaa (:

Yea (:

Today really damn it !! Wake up at 10 10...
go wash up and take shower...
prepare all thing...
going for band practice naaaa...
BUT !! I LOST MY CLARINET sia -.-
cant find it...
i don't even realize that i leave it at Bugis Neo-print there on Tuesday );
what a dumb am i ??!!??!!
Luckily i found it back :D
with Richelle ! :D
Oh YAY!!! thanks yaaaaaa ..
lovelove dieeee you..... :)
thanks for everyone's concerning also teeheeee ~
after that...
go take neo-print...
eat lunch... then go my house......
a while later.....
go meet the Juliet Remeo xD
oh yayyyyyy ~
i nothinq to talk with him...
but quite happy that can see him tdy (:
thanks Richelle !!! :D
after that...
go my house slack... ><
i go sleep then Richelle online all that
around 7 30 pm..
she go (: yahhh !
HAVE FUN WITH HER (:

Jealousy ?

I am sorry sometimes , I feel a little jealous inside , imagine someone could please you more than me , i guess it's my insecutities acting up a bit because i know , i am not the most beautiful , most fun or even the most exciting girl you'll ever meet , but i do know that no matter how long and hard you search , you will never find someone who cares about you , the way i do .

I love you , the only one i love (:

Oh yayyyy.. we have a lonq chat ytd :D teehee ~ got some hints(?) idk ~ :D i told him that i want only the one i love. Yea right.. I LOVE HIM (:

YAY !! :D

Oh yayyyyyy ~
the flood finally gone down (:
HEHEHEHEH ~ :D
paper , namja and tour finally pick up ~
but the rest never pick up )):
but nvmmmmmm...
teeheee..
cause they be fine alr (:
yahhhhh.. good naa :D
so erhm yeay..
we're so happy HEHE...
ako came house my house tdy :D
yahh have fun with her... :D
and GL someone whose name GL also xD
HAHAHAHHAA !! Webcam the lazy ngo girl buffalo lydia lee teuker...
Nothing much .
Ok gtg..
annyong =*

Today :D

AISH..

Mummy woke me up around 7am..

cause i got retest tdy !!
i slept 3am ydt leyyy ):
thanks Lydia.. ==

for accompany me to ' STUDY ' :D

super tired ):

after wash up..

went to school meet Gee and Anna..

OMO!! Anna damn chioooooo :D

she dye her hair alrr...

brown.. YAY !! :D

after that..

walk around school..

yahh saw him tdy..

but i act like just walk pass..

then go 1A6(?) for our re-exam..

yahh.. as expected...

SAME PAPER !!

And i almost did all the question that never refer to the passage and question..

cause i memorize all the answer alr -.-

i did the whole paper within 40 mins ..

left 1 hour//

what should i do ?

SLEEP !! :D

woken up by some noisy voice..

I see.. sec4E 5N after Olvl then walk passed our class..

9 45 !!! (: end paper..

then go Dakota wait for Richelle..

after that..

walk back to school..

for band practice..

HAIZ... ):

tdy band totally sucks !!

wth that need to marching..

at the same time.. we need to play our instrument..

totally no mood after all..

after band...

Jiawei treat all of us ice-cream at Mcd :D

HEHEHE !

then Lydia come meet me..

we went to Lavender to do sth..

then went to Bugis...

take Neo Print....

HEHEHEHE so chio all of us 5555 !! :D

she going back indo this thurday )):

awwwww..... sadsad liaoooooo )):

suaaaaa... love all my friends :D

Malaysia :D

29/10 -- 1/11
I went to my country - Malaysiaaaaa :D
erhmm yeahh..
quite fun there..
but still got lots of friend haven't meet yet ):
so miss them..

30/11
went Parade with babe7...
HEHEHE she so chiooooooo OMG =*
then go cheongK with Miao, babe7, and some friends..
oh YAY !! :D

we play ' jiao bei jiu ' HAHAHA ! :D
LOLOLOL.. i know we lame TSK :P
after it,, go shopping with babe7..
bought lots of thing..
brankrupt alrrrr ):
luckily is RINGGIT !! xD
then go WhyWhyBookShop to leave some message thereeee (:


so nice right ?
OF COURSE..
my babe and my art leyyy :P


around 6pm..
go eat dinner near Jusco there..
not only with babe7 of course..
and my family LOLOLOL :D
erhm YAY !!
Have fun on that day (:
love yaaaa (:

I WILL BE BACK SOON !! wait for me naaa love you friends (: