Oh hey, today erhmm, quite not bad uh. Walked home with him just now, hmmm. We went to 7-11, and he saw his friends. His friends asked him sth like when are we gonna stead and he answered ' havent yet ' What's with the '' havent yet '' ????! Argh.. I was thinking of jr while we walking to my block. Fuck right? Do i really have feeling to him? Or i just want to use him to forget jr? I dont know........ fuck yeah. Am i giving false hope to him? What should i do? If i dont talk to him, i miss him uh? Fuck my feeling. Hais. Life sucks, everything just sucks. I'm a failure. A loser. A bitch. I'M A GIRL WHO IS FREAKIN' SELFISH -'-
